I am back at it. I am working on getting in shape. I ran a 5k this last weekend to see where I am at. I have work to do. I am starting up calisthenics work outs as well.
I have been doing a ton of thinking and have decided to get into 911 dispatching. I noticed that when looking for these jobs, I have found you need to look under all different headings or classifications for this position. It took a hot minute, however I have since put in a couple applications.
If I am able to land this position I will make it a career. I am going to continue to work on getting in better shape and work out other things so I can get into the field as a police officer. There is no more backing down.
Wifee and I are working on starting a family and I want to be able to support my family so she can stay home and raise our kids. We are not getting any younger. The time is now and it will always be now. There is no more waiting until tomorrow.
There is nothing more frustrating than feeling burnt out. I have been doing the same thing for the past couple few years. I am at a point where going to work, sitting at a computer, doing my same mundane work is just not working for me anymore.
I like what I do but I no longer love it. I try to come to work and get stuff done but every time I turn around there is always an issue here or an issue there and people come to me to trouble shoot the issues. I try and put my head phones on and get on a roll with what I am doing but then BOOM! there is someone trying to talk to me about something. It gets SUPER annoying. I find my self multitasking multiple projects and/or issues and I can not just concentrate on just one thing.
I might just need to take some vacation time and stay out of the office for a bit. I should not feel bad about that but in all reality I need to do what is best for me.
I had to make a difficult decision to delete my 2nd blog. It just wasn’t going anywhere and became irrelevant after a short period of time. I was not able to figure out how to make it work. I decided to delete it and start all over from the beginning.
It was tough. This blog is going to be relevant all the time.
Sometimes, starting fresh means a fresh start.